Wednesday, January 22, 2014

grey cloud

living without you is different.  it's like looking into the mirror and noticing a new freckle for the first time and wondering how long it's been there.  that weird feeling of seeing your face but not knowing it.

in the end, it wasn't a big, triumphant battle where i stood over your carcass and declared victory.  it was a gentle wind that came in the middle of the night and brought spring when we all least expected it.



(not to say there's still an occassional gust of winter.)

7 comments:

  1. i often wonder how long it will take for that grey cloud to disperse.

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  2. thank you for letting me find this place. followed! your "get over it my ass" was probably my favorite comment. Ever. And starhauntedsky is not my first blog.

    thanks

    xxx

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  3. Those victories are seldom worth anything in the end.

    /Avy

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  4. there is never any victories when it comes to matters of the heart x

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  5. That last line is perfect. Sometimes the bet way to lose a battle is peacefully, not by ripping everything apart.

    Em
    Tightrope to the Sun

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  6. for me, i kind of feel like even if i wanted to declare victory, they still wouldn't believe it. they are so far up their own asses they think they've won.

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